10 days of downhill

Sun shining in winter, Beautiful Photos taken, Compliments from all can't make me smile as much as we would have...had he been around to do so

I miss him - SO much...

It's been 10 days since the breakup and nothing seems to matter anymore, nothing to care about, nothing makes me laugh - not even spelling errors -

I even asked my colleague to tell me how she got through her divorce, her answer, move out of your comfort zone, get a flatmate, leave all memories there and start afresh...I don't know

...just like everything else around me, I don't know why it mattered at that time and drew him away from me - yet he was actually the only thing that should have mattered...and now its too late! Timothy, I'm SORRY!