So much has happened

Yelloooo...is anyone still reading this? You thought the last post in August 2007 might have led to a suicide attempt? hehee...well actually, i'm back.

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Lemme explain whats been occupying alot of my time...FACEBOOK! but ya, i finally got bored of that and yes i still log on to "check up" but ya...

The main points, Timothy and I no longer together so to all you single males that just been waiting for this moment, wait some more. I am beginning to be okay with this now. I miss him alot and whenever I go to a place that we once went to before, I think of him and I get sad again. See he was/is my best friend and probably one of the only people that I can fully trust. He encouraged me, spoke to me, gave me advise, taught me responsibility, taught me to save money, almost like a responsible father/older brother figure type; the one i never had...and he refuses to see me and has moved on...only two months later he moved on...quite sad.

Also, my mom, eldest sister and her fam (my immediate family) all moved to JHB :-( It's not all that hard not having them around but having to go through the above without them and other matters, it was the worst part of my life ever...

The best part of going through a hard time is realising that it is long over and realising that you actually got through it. Realising that life just really ain't that bad afterall.

The valuable lessons i have learned in the last few months was treasure special moments and don't be shy to say that you feeling happy. I also learned how to say sorry and really mean it. I am still trying it and it makes me feel good to encourage people and compliment them for a change; i admit that i was/am/can be very demanding to the extent that the other person does not matter and everything is aboout me me me. Well people don't change overnight and i sure as hell am not going to lie to you now and tell you that I'm a new person. I'm not. I'm still me, but only I am just more aware now.

So I am not going into too much detail about anything more, i wanna blog regularly again because i feel that is helps to write/type/talk about thoughts...whether or not you get feedback, it's just a sense of fulfillment to think about it and jot it down.

10 days of downhill

Sun shining in winter, Beautiful Photos taken, Compliments from all can't make me smile as much as we would have...had he been around to do so

I miss him - SO much...

It's been 10 days since the breakup and nothing seems to matter anymore, nothing to care about, nothing makes me laugh - not even spelling errors -

I even asked my colleague to tell me how she got through her divorce, her answer, move out of your comfort zone, get a flatmate, leave all memories there and start afresh...I don't know

...just like everything else around me, I don't know why it mattered at that time and drew him away from me - yet he was actually the only thing that should have mattered...and now its too late! Timothy, I'm SORRY!

F4 to Reload a Saved State

They say that when you leave one habit you pick up another...or something like that at least.

So with no internet at home, I download games when i have the chance to (and 30 or so at a time) and play roms all night long. I think too much now...

So the other day I spilled milk on the kitchen sink and immediately went for the F4 button, only it wasn't there. I already have it in me to hit "reload" (thats the F4 button, whenever I make an error / die in the game.

I love it!

If you up for networking, lemme know. Oh! but I don't do the killing games. I like the friendly Mario Brothers type / well in that era, kinda games.

I think I gonna change my name/nick/blog name whatever to

ROMAnnaPlaysHere

Kinda Back - silly GPRS connection

Yellooo folks.

Damn it feels good to be back! (well not entirely tho)

So the wireless connection i had politely just stopped working 2 mnths ago and I only discovered yesterday that my cell actually has GPRS!

So yes, this post is not only short, but costly...looking into a better solutiion cause this 115kbps line aint doing it for me!

Anyways, yes I am bored outta my brains cause all i do is work all day and then play roms at night...I have in total (well my 2 months collection) built up 133 games of which i clocked 3 and stuck on 5 games (to pass the main boss on average level 5).

So ya, thats me ... will spoil you guys some time later this week again... "over and out"